How true, yes how true. Said the Sour Kangaroo.

• Parents ALWAYS break the rule of "No Sex In The House."
• If it hurts soo much, why do you want to do it so much?
• If you wanna burn fat so much, just get laid. It helps. But only if you CAN get laid..
• Stop jacking off of porn stars, they're hot but you're not getting none. Especially from them and ESPECIALLY if this is what you do in your free time. Find a life.
• That was boring. Don't quit your day job.
• I'm not a slut, I'm a whore. I get paid.
• You can't CHOKE on them unless you're good at it.
• I've been with you forever, and they've all been fake.
• EW IS THIS WHAT IT TASTES LIKE?!

Yea, they're dirty. Sorry, but you know they're true.

like a BARTENDER

SUP GAIS.

 

i lol`d.
drrr and shizuo yespls.
ARE YOU THAT MANLY? NO I THINK NOT. 

Rush rush rush

LOL guess what song I have for my alarm clock??

A Certain Lady

Seemingly Happy?

Wrong, Mediocre, Saddening.

Help,

I need someone

To Help,

Wait, I’ll help myself,

You are just someone to vent to,

Baby, Can’t you see,

I don’t particularly need you,

I just don’t want to lose you,

He is what I can’t live without,

Not you,

Never you.

I don't want to bother A.F about A anymore,
So I'll just post about it.
From her perspective, well, what i imagine to be hers.

Forget me Not,
Sincerely,
N.

Breathe, keep breathing.
It echoes on my mind, and I can barely feel what happens around me.
Someone else's breath, I guess that's all I need.

ohai hobo.

so, sup.


so my family drove up to raleigh to go to temple and to shop and crap like that
at this mall in the parking lot there was some mexican hobo walking around begging for food in spanish and trying to get into people's cars.
so then my dad threw some old bun we dropped on the floor at him and he ran away 8D
i still kinda felt bad for the guy, though. ffff
my mom just completely ignores hobos and tells me to stop giving quarters to them. 

TMLAFD

MINT HAS TO SLEEP WITH ME NOW


Forget me Not,
From Canada, with Love,
Nate.

Lol say whaaa.

: | Lol, I'm not forgetting about this my faithful readers.
Just yeah, busy friday and stuff =__=. But aaaaanyways,
this saturday I went downtown with some friends, then yeah. At the bus, this guy got a ride without paying for it, then started playing his guitar like, in a way that hes pay for the ride by playing it o__O. JUST YEAH, imagine a rocker dude playing Jason Mraz on the bus with ppl round him kinda going like WTF?
Then after that, these guys from a soap opera accidentally filmed my sister while they were shooting this scene, and YEAAA. seems like shes gonna be on TV lol.
Well, after that hung out with other friends at the mall. Ugh, well I just hope life gets more exciting, because I need more adventures duuude.

Oh noo~

No one is posting anymore~ ;_;
Or at least nobody posted yesterday, and I'm the first to post today.
So anywhoozle,
HAY YA'LL, AHYUK.

I HAVE BECOME BORED WITH WONDERKING.

Now I'm on Aika Online 8D.

I'm such an MMO whore.

But not as much as Bonnie |D

SPRING INTO SPRING.

lol. lame word play.


My spring break started today yessssss.
staying in town this week, so 
i'ma spend most of it wasting my time on MMOs and whoknowswhat. 8D

sucks that everyone's spring break seems to be on different weeks ffff.
OHWELL. 

SAM TOOK AN ARMBAND AND SHOVED IT UP UNKZ'S ASSHOLE THEN SHE RAN FROM A TENTACLE SHOOTING PENISJUICE AT PREGNANT LOBSTERS.
MINT FLIPPED OUT A GIANT LOLDILDO THAT RAPED UNKZ'S URETHRA THAT WAS DISCONNECTED FROM KICKING JOE'S TITTY BAG OF TSUNDERES.
WE THEN FLEW OFF TO MEXICO BECAUSE WE WANTED FEET OF MOUSTACHE STEALING NAZIS AND SPLOOGING WHITE SPARKLING MILK.
SAM SPITS ON MINT'S HAIR BITCH DOWN A Tube

MINT'S TURKEY THIGHS ARE HUGE AND SEXY. SAM SMACKS UNKZ IN CHINA BECAUSE SHE WAS DRUNK WITH SODA.
THE HORNY ELEPHANT WITH A VAGINA WAS FUCKING MICE IN THE FACE.

Forget me Not,
From Canada, With Love.
Sincerely
Nate.

Amazing. LOL.

I bought one of these things when I was like 11 for like 15 bucks.

Now it's worth over $100.

THATSFRIGGENCRAZY.

Hmm today..

... I'll try to do something interesting?
Meh, Iunno LOL. Wednesdays are pretty much "me" days, so what should I do? o3o
Just yeah, the season won't help with its cloudy-rainy weather, but yeah. Fall is great, but my favorite is spring. 8D
What bout you?

FREAKING STUPID

TOO LAZY TO DO WHATEVER I USUALLY DO SO YEA,
FUCKING FORGOT ABOUT MY ENGLISH PORTFOLIO DUE TODAY, AT FUCK 1:30PM FUCKIN
SADPFMKAERMDLF, SOOO FUCKED, SOOO FUCKEDDD,
ONLY HOPE IS THAT MR.WALSH IS HAVING A NICE DAY, ANDAND
I CAN TELL HIM THAT I DIDN'T HAVE MY PORTFOLIO QUITE DONE,
SO I NEEDS ONE MOAR DAY, HOPEFULLY HE SAYS YES
ANDAND HOPEFULLY LOTS OF PEOPLE FORGET,
SO I DON'T LOOK LIKE A FUCKING DOUCHEBAG WITH TOO MUCH TO FUCKING DO,
ARGHHH, TWO TESTS, I GOTTA GET TO SLEEP, BUTBUT
I GOT MY ENGLISH PORTFOLIOI, NOOO SPKDMKDAWEML SHITTT

FOXY GRANDMA AND THE ALLIANCE. and the jeff button up shirts that nobody cares about. :]

SO THERES THIS GUY AND GIRL AND OTHER GUY.

AND THIS OTHER GUY WITH ANOTHER GUY AND OTHER GIRL.

GUY #1, GIRL #1, AND OTHER GUY #1 IS IN A GROUP WITH FRIENDS.

AND OTHER GUY#2, ANOTHER GUY, AND OTHER GIRL IS IN ANOTHER GROUP OF FRIENDS.

BUT THEY'RE ALL FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER, DESPITE SOME CONFLICTS :]

then there are the other people that are friends with both groups and think it's a war but it's not a war, so they stay out of everything.

but it's not a war, it's a game.

:]

Done...

Done:
One socials project
One Socials test study time
One Math test study time

Partially done:
English Project

WTF is up with the weird coding o.o, mmkay, can we have it make to the normal easy kind?

Forget me Not
From Canada, With Love,
Nate.

well that was just a fail

i must've had a brain fart before i went to bed last night.
 `cause this morning when i woke up,
i found my glasses in a glass of water. LOL.
my glasses case was right next to it. D:< 
at least it wasn't drowning in orange juice or milk or whoknowswhat.

Ohhh hey o3o

Hehehe, I guess I'm still in charge of writing the last post of the day.
Just yeahh, nothing new. I watched The Book of Eli today, it was cool. Lol, even though my family didn't really enjoy watching it.
But hmm, my sister told me about the international school here, and there's this test to get a scholarship to that school. And I was like WOOHOO I'MA GET THAT BITCH AND THEN I'LL NEVER GET TO CUT MY HAIR JUST BECAUSE SCHOOL TOLD ME TO(and besides I hate the school I go to right now, UGHHH)
Then yeah, I guess this'll be a year that's going to be decisive.
It'll change my life, that's for sure.

You whores, this was my old layout for my personal blog I deleted.

OK SO.

Last night I had a cast party for the Seussical, the musical I was in.

It started off with getting in the car to get to the party. My first lap dance of the night was from a lap top. Then it turned into back seat belt buckle sex with my drama-mom. Then we were the first people at the party, and we ended up shoving pizza and garlic bread down our throats.

AND THEN THE SLUTTY DANCING CAME.

AND THEN THE TIRED-NESS CAME.

AND THEN...

it died.
The whole party just died.
Everybody just went outside to talk instead of dance, even though music was still on.

Then yea.

My inner slut is gonna be toned down, cause of reasons.

I am still a virgin, if you wanna know. AND

I.

AM NOT.

A WHORE.

DIY

`k so i keep changing around crap on the blog.

if you don't like it, change it yourself,
i`m pretty sure you guys can lololol
if not, tell me or idk??? aaaaa. 

i won`t mess with it anymore because i`m too lazy and
i`m just keeping it like this right now :D


/shot

Drowsy

It's 7:55 A.M., and I haven't gone to sleep yet.
I'm tired as HELL and I still need to stay up for 10 more hours at the least.

I don't know why, but for some reason when I actually want to stay awake, I can't.
Also, SPRING BREAK IS OVER, YAAAY~



FTL.

EDIT: I HAVE FAILED, LOL.

Homework Update

Done:
1 socials project,

Not Done:
1 english project/presentation
1 math test study time
1 socials test study time
1 socials fair project

Time : Sunday, and a bit of Monday

Verdict : SCREWED "OTL

Forget me Not,
From Canada, With Love,
Nate.

Is it...

Is it bad that I'm jealous,
Is it bad that I wish she were mine,
Is it bad that, when she says she's going to be away,
then messages her boyfriend when she's "away",
I get jealous,
Is it bad that when I get a 10 minute reply,
and everyone gets 30 second ones,
I get jealous,
Is it bad that I wish I had all her attention whenever,

Is it bad I still love her?

Forget me Not,
From Canada, With Love,
Nate.

IT'S OVER 9000

so, on Wonderking, I was looking at the auction house thing to see how much a wonder cape would cost me, then sidetracked and found the Scouter accessory, then saw the description, then i lol`d.

 

GAIZ, WHAT DOES THE SCOUTER SAY ABOUT HIS POWER LEVEL?

lol, 1 follower

the follower icon thing looks cool 8D
WOOHOO GREEN.
anyway, WE HAVE OUT FIRST FOLLOWER. WE'RE SO COOL. 


can someone tell me who the carp rokusanda is, though? 8D

PARTAAAAY.

WOOHOO PARTAY NIGHT?
Well, yeah here I am eating sandwiches, with this italian kind of stuff I just dunno how to pronounce, and yeah. I could use a party, things were so boring round here for the last couple of days.
But yeaaa, you guys keep reading, and keep on moving o3o.

Twilight

I tried to watch the first Twilight, but I bailed when those werewolf things were there.
My mom just watched New Moon today, and whores over Jacob, that werewolf guy.
Jesus Christ, I have a fangirl LIVING IN MY HOUSE AND RELATED TO ME.
And my own Mother, no less. ;_;

Can anyone please explain to me what is appealing about that series?
It's just about some Mary-Sue who has a lot of guys fall in love with her.
They ruined vampires for me.
What the fuck, they sparkle?
That was just Stephanie Meyer's way of making her dead love interest, Edward, nearly immortal.
That Bitch.

F. W. Murnau must be turning in his grave right about now.
Max Schreck > Robert Asspirate Pattinson.

*Had to vent*

Why...

Does it hurt when i think of her?
Why Does it hurt when i miss her?
Why Does it hurt knowing that she isn't her?
Why Does it hurt and sting my heart so?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Oh my man,
I think i love her,
I think i need her,
I think she's supposed to be mine,
but she isn't,
Let's just tuck my pride somewhere,
and suck it in like a real man,

Forget me Not,
From Canada, With Love,
Nate.

Lemme see...

Things on my mind today,

2 tests to study for on tuesday, back-to-back,
2 projects, both due on tuesday,
1 presentation to memorize and present on tuesday,
homework stacked onto that,

and guys...
you have a brand new smacking weight on your chest again,
yayyy....

Forget me Not,
From Canada, With Love,
Nate.

CRAZY ITALIANS

Or more like we're just the ghetto neighbors everyone hates.
My brother is stupid.
Everytime he goes outside he lets the dog out TO RUN TO ANOTHER FUCKING HOUSE.
And then I'm all zombied out on the computer, so when he does end up in another house, one of the neighbors come over and complain.

Then Start cussing.
In Italian?
Son of a bitch atleast cuss in English so I know if you're calling me a dick licker or some Titty rider I SWEAR TO FUCK FFF.

But I know what he called my dog. And from this day on Old Man, You'll be cussing 10 times more when I am done with you.

--

Cutting to the non-important but it keeps sticking to me.

Is my dad a liar?
No, seriously.
Today I just found out mom's wedding ring was fake.
Are you Serious?
Though I can't believe it took her..10 years to realize.
Has everything she said really be true? Can my dad really be a man that I would usually despise?

And I've actually witnessed these advents before.

And he has actually lied, to my face.
Why do people even bother lying?

;/

-- Amree

Homework excuses. NOW.

I hate doing homework. Seriously.

Homework isn't attractive, so I'm not doing it.

I mean NOBODY likes homework. We go through 8 hours of school a day, with classwork. WHY DO WE NEED HOMEWORK? We have LIVES.

Those little whores of teachers.

Anyways, I'm bored and I need an excuse for homework.

So far, I've came up with:

• "I was doing my homework with my friend, and I think she took mine on accident."
• "I left it in the theatre during rehearsals."
• "I wasn't horny while I was looking at my homework ,so I didn't do it."
• "Oooh, when you say 'DO your homework' you mean answer the questions? I thought you meant something else."
• "I'm sorry I didn't do the homework. I have a life, unlike you Mr.Teacherguy. I bet teaching is an excuse for 'I failed school, so I have to go back to it.'"
• "My hand didn't want to hold the pencil. Instead, it was holding a different kind of wood."
• "It's called HOMEwork. I wasn't at home yesterday, I was at my grandma's house."

Got any other ones? My teacher doesn't accept "My printer isnt working."

Flocking Hell...

Mom, what the hell,
Get off my fucking BACK!
SERIOUSLY,
I'm seriously getting so FUCKING PISSED,
LISTEN TO ME,
I'm old enough to know when to go to sleep,
I'm old enough to know what's right and wrong,
I'm old enough to take care of my body,
I'm old enough to not fuck up my life,

Just let me live my life...
Don't handicap me...

Forget me Not,
From Canada, With Love
Nate

Ignorance is Bliss

Today, I went to the grocery store.
The entire time was spent with my mom asking which type of each product to buy, and me going "Yeah, sure."
While I was doing that, a small child (5-7 years of age) told me I was ignorant.
To my face.
The Mother of the child heard her say it, and didn't say anything about it.

Those Fother Muckers.

(INSERT WHITE TRASH RANT ABOUT HOW NASCAR IS AWESOME EVEN THOUGH I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT NASCAR IS BESIDES SOMETHING ABOUT CARS AND EXPLOSIONS.)

i steal fourth grade homework

so some of you guys know i tutor little kids at this one elementary school.
i normally tutor this one fourth grade girl named katie on thursdays
i stole her homework by accident.
or what looks like homework.
THIS IS THE SECOND TIME, MAN.
last time she didn't get in trouble.
a second time i don't know about.
maybe, hopefully, her teacher is nice,
i never really met her 8D. 

"UH, YEAH, MISS WHATSYERFACE, MY TUTOR STOLE MY HOMEWORK."
yeap, that's believable. 

reminds me of that one time when i was over at a friend's house, her dog got into my bag and really did eat my homework. or maybe it was just half of it. idk 8D 

JUST ONE MORE...

It's like this bloggity is my drug...
Alysia was right,
I needed a damn diary... journal... thingy...
damn, i miss Alysia, she was always the one with the most common sense...
haha one second, washroom break
~Intermission~
ermm... just remembered i was writing a bloggity entry...
Fuck i am sleepy... whatever, i'll leave it there...
Now you actually know who "Nate" really is,
haha, read this bloggity, and you shall learn...
well, Night guys, I've got a long day of school, apologizing, kissing up, making up, and remaking friends ahead...

Well to my previous well, Like Unkz always says,
"Lemme finish this song, it's good"
So yes, let me finish this song...
wait, that reminds me, haha, I need to sync my ipod, haha...
Well, my mom just woke up, came in my room, and started bitching at me...
Seriously... Just, i was getting to a point where my mood wasn't CRAP.
wow...
well, Lemme finish this song, say all my goodbyes&nights, and I'm good to go...

"I will never let you fall, I'll stand up with you forever, I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven..."

From Canada, With Love,
Forget me Not,
Love,
Nate.

Why am i even up...?

i've never thought to ask....
"Why do you like me?"
'cause i'm a complete asshole, and didn't give it a chance,
though i wouldn't have given every girl a chance,
some were just... way too fast, acted way too quickly,
and wanted the thing that was most delicate to me...
But like some girls, like... say...
I won't say any names, but alot of girls actually touched me,
really touched my heart,
i would love all of them dearly, if i could, each of them, and i do,
but i can't just get with just one of them, 'cause I want to be there for all of them...
Shit, I'm sorry guys, I-i'm just not fit to be a good guy...
and i'm sorry for alienating all the people who actually cared for me,
I'm sorry for being a doof, a dork, an asshole, a bastard,
An Insensitive, Narcissistic, Shadow of a fool...
I'm just so sorry for everything

"I don't want to lose you, I don't want to use you, Just to have somebody by my side"

From Paris, With Love,
Forget me Not,
Love,
Nate.

Unkz, Respect.

Just kidding bout the Emo Unkz,
Did you know Emo is short for Emotional
And Emotional is deep, so i don't see why you say it isn't emo...
But okay anyway, Have I been too brash on wahtever i do?
And why the fuck don't i go out more ....
Anyways from my Anyways, I'm tired.
I'm asleep and all i dream of... is waking to you...
WHY AM I SINGING AT 10:30 at night,
Awhman, my mum is gonna kill me,
fantastic,

"I don't want to dream, 'cause my dreams don't comfort me like the way you do"

From Paris, With Love
Forget me Not,
Love,
Nate.

Heeey, It ain't emo, It's just me. LOL
That's why I said ITS DEEP, not EMO you bastards.
But yeah,shit is getting tough at school.
Anyways, with so many things on my mind, I still have to set something straight.
What am I supposed to do, once I take my final decision on adolescence?
It's closer than ever, I have to focus on that, and on studies. If I screw it up, I'm fucked. Teachers are incompetent, and you can't rely on your listening skills alone.
So, we'll have to show that hidden 'oomph' of yours to everyone.
And this is it, life begins now. Don't lose it, you won't get another shot.
But if we do lose it, we still need to focus. One of your best qualities is solving problems under huge pressure right? So use it, its a lifesaver.

E por ultimo, nao eskece dela. Vc vai precisar dela como apoio nesse periodo.
With this said, All I can say is: arregaça com esses fela da puta vei. Pronto.

Just emo-ing it up right now...

I can't write poetry with my mind full of thoughts,
i should just stop thinking negative,
but i need to mope around, since i haven't done so,
since say... my first and last breakup,
well, let's keep the Nate Coster rollin',
and bake me some cake.

"Get better Nate"
Will do Cap'n, will fucking do.

It's better this way, 'cause i'm a fool,
You guys should just ignore me,
Seriously, I'd just bum you out,
Hopefully we stay acquintances,
since after this, I know we can't be close friends ever again.

"Love can mend your life, but Love can break your heart"

Forget me not,
Love,
Nate.

iSpam

yeaaa, i'm pretty much spamming this with emo-ness,
I think i can beat Unkz at the "emo" bloggity game...
Well
Homework, What can i say about homework
The Poetry Unit,
Is a bunch of shit,
i can rhyme,
i can keep time,
all you need to do,
is to analysis my poem,
because that's what poems are about,
de-constructing what the poet was trying to piece together,
to make sense of his feelings,
you can take it apart, sure,
make yourself at home,
rip up my work,
make yourself at home,
take away all emotion from my poems,
and look at it as poetic devices pieced together...

"The Devil's water, it ain't so sweet"

Forget me Not,
Love,
Nate.

Monotony

My life is monotonous,
I use the internet to GET AWAY from the montony,
but all i get is bullshit girls trying to "get" with me,
Oh yo, I thought we were friends,
OH NO, REJECTED, NOW WE AREN'T,
'cause you simply don't love me,
haha, all that bullshit,
all that pain,
all that drama,
Let's just keep at it,
Since this is starting to seem like a game to me,
let's just see it as a game,
and play.
play with their hearts.
Checkmate, you simple minded Airhead,
Now,
Go die in a fucking hole,

Forget me Not,
Love,
Nate.

Back for more Rantsing...

then, i've lost half of my friends.
I hate people,
I hate life,
I hate the music i create,
I hate the projects i have to do,
I hate the work i have to catch up on,
Most of all, I hate you,
Yea you, Have you felt what I felt,
You keep pushing me away,
But guess what?
you already have my fucking heart,
no give backsies motherfucker.
Now suck it up, and take it,
Atleast think about how useless i feel
when you push me towards another girl
when you don't give a damn fuck about me,
when you are fucking with him
All that bullshit you told me about stopping,
didn't mean a damn shit to you.
Now... whatever.

Forget me Not.
Nate.

The F-

wow,
I am burnt out... shit..
What the fuck,

it kills me whenever i see the girl i like with her boyfriend,
Kim left, called me a cheat and a liar.
my homework is catching up to me,
my tongue is burnt,
i feel lonely,
i feel dead,
good night for now...

Forget me Not,
Awhman...

I. Am Not. A Whore. ..Okay maybe a little.

Apparently, I found out you can create a sport with a glowstick attacted to a shoelace and throw it around a track field.

Ohhhh yea. :]

ANYWAYS.

GLOWSTICKS ARE APPARENTLY COOLER THAN PEOPLE THINK.

IF YOU TWIRL THEM AROUND WHEN THEY'RE ATTACHED TO A ROPE OR SOMETHING, IT LOOKS REALLY COOL!

But you gotta be like pro at it, if you're not, you'll be hitting yourself every 5 seconds. Trust me. LOL.

Once you master it, you can start raves.

:]

3-17-10

My internet got cut off by some 'foreign business'. No lie, that's what they called it on the phone.
It took them like 5 hours to finally get it fixed, and I had to stare at my ceiling all day because of how much of a life I have.

Anyways, I need a new watch. Not even a good watch, I just want a digital one that costs $20.00.

Oh, and there's been a lot of drug scandals near my town, recently. Kind of funny considering where I live, and how small this town is.

I turned 17 recently, which means I have to find a job soon. 

I DON'T WANT TO WORK FOR MONEY. Can't everything in life just be handed to me? ;_;///

I wish.

lookie here.

well, don't, 'cause it'll probably bum you out.

so yes, i'm back, though you, you and you don't probably care much for me, haha...
AWHMAN, RANDOM EMOTICON TIME,

(o3o) awhman, i can't copy n' paste. shit.

pinch pinch pinch

i didn't wear green today.
i got pinched.
a lot.
then i stole a friend's green ribbon to put in my hair after i got tired of it, only an hour into the day.

fail.

happy saint patty's day, anyway. :D 

Lol, what.

Seems like I'm the one that posts late at night huh?
Well ok, since school's at night right now, I'll probably post late at night here so yeah(like I used to do that on the last one, but yeah who cares. LOL)
Fun, but stressful night at school. Tonight, we were focused on two things: the geography test, and the physics project due friday, and yeah. Right on D-day, we lost the sheet of paper that had all the info we needed to make the graphics, and then just yeah, we went apeshiet because of that.
Well let's see, for the happy part of the night, we had lot's of jokes, pervy jokes, sometimes mocking the teacher, helping my friend with the test on this question, and yeah, talking about stupid shit on break.
Just yeah, tomorrow(more like today, 2:25AM) I'll have to get my haircut D8..
WHY ME. THAT'S RACISM DOOD. =D=

But yeah, I hope I don't screw it up this time, otherwise I'm fucked, I won't be able to go to my friend's sweet sixteen... D8.

So, all I wanted to say is, no matter what, stay calm. If you get all worked up, you'll lose the ability to think, making things even harder.
Always focus, and go for it. Find a solution for the problem.
And whatever happens, I'm sure you'll be proud of yourself if you do that.

procrastination

i'm such a fail nugget.


too many things I keep saying i'll do but i nly work on them five minutes at a time, leave for another week to collect dust, then come back to for another five minutes. 8D

book project, a mosaic, due tomorrow (effing little pieces of paper kept FALLING OFF THE POSTER ;_;)
science project on Neon due thursday(MADE OF THIRTY BALLS, MAN. THIRTY BALLS.) 
book report due friday (full of sad sad typos and grammar mistakes 8D) 
freaking study island tests due monday and then more things related to that in later weeks
gayweegus history packet due next wednesday (I cheat and google most of the answers ohgadlol)  
some big art thing (24 by 18 inch paper wut) due by the end of the month, which i need to turn in a little earlier to get advice for it because i know i can make it better somehow
doodle for google entry due by the end of the month, which i also needa turn in a little earlier than that to get it reviewed/critiqued or whatever (I want the national/grand prize for it ffff ;_; tablet/laptop/scholarship/logo made famous plox) 




I SHOULD PROBABLY BE DOING THOSE RIGHT NOW, TOO.
nuh, I rather play Wonderking all day BD
deargod I'm addicted to MMOs(or just one) again, HOW'D I EVEN GO FOR THOSE TWO MONTHS(ithink) WITHOUT ONE?

DEAR JOE JONAS,

Flowers are cute, poems are corny. When I think of you, HONEY I GET HORNY!

Violets are blue, those flowers are mine. You be the 6 and I'll be the 9.

Roses are red, Strippers can dance. I'll be a stripper, if I can get in your pants.

Dasies are white, cheeks turn red. Take off your clothes, and give me some head.

LOVE, A FREAKY HORNY JONAS FAN. :]

this is better

ohey it's the old blog. yeah, i never saw that one LOL.



LET'S MAKE THIS BLOG A BETTER BLOG, HOARS.


`KAY, BYE.



oh, right, everyone has admin privileges to this blog so idon'treallyknowwhatthatmeans but I thought it was worth saying. :D idk if i should've added any more authors to this or not, too.

Oh hai thar.

I haven't checked my emails in like 4 weeks, and I found this invitation in the email. And of course, no one tells me that I actually got an email in the first place, so I didn't know it was there. SO DON'T BLAME ME, BONNIE. ;_;.

I blame Unkz. D<

Okay, not really, BUT YOU CAN SEE MY POINT.

Oh, and am I supposed to blog about things that happened?

My life is so boring, but I'll give it a shot//

Yesterday, (3-15-10), I went to town with my family to go shopping.

My little sister, Tori, made us go to the park to feed ducks, and we ended up wasting like 10 loaves of bread on just that.

We bought another coffee maker because our old one pretty much died a few years ago, and I'm the only person that drinks coffee besides my mom.

Now, I'm drinking coffee like water.

But, I read in some weird magazine that coffee was actually one of the most healthy things you can drink, so yeah.
//
And thus concludes my boring-ass day.
Today, I just slept until 12:00 P.M., took a long shower, and got on the PC just for Unkz to ditch me. Now my sleeping habits are going to be screwy.
But it's Spring Break for 5 more days, so I'm happy.

But bored.
Edit by Unkz: HEEEY, I HAD TO GO TO PE CLASS, THEN ENGLISH COURSE THEN SCHOOL. D8 I COULD HAVE RAN AWAY, BUT NOOO I SAID BYE.

LOL The old blog, "DELETED"?

It's still there LOL. It's in my dashboard LOL

http://bloggycake.blogspot.com

._.

Tears shed, can't get over it. They regret it, they regret doing such things.
People around me, clowns that secretly cry.
I wonder, will somebody try to get over this?
Or will they hide behind those fake smiles?
I lied to myself for a long time, and I don't intend to do that anymore.
But still, whenever I look around, I see that past memory of myself,
all the lies, all the pain.
What can I do for them?
Are they strong enough to get over it for themselves?
I don't know. Are they?
I feel nothing, but still I care about them.
What the hell is wrong?
Look at you, can't you see?
You can make a difference.
You can change things, you can turn their world upside down.
What you had to ask yourself is: Do you want to?
What would happen if you did?
Would you enjoy that world?
Or would you regret doing such thing?
For now, we can't decide. All we can and should do is observe.
Keep looking around. You'll find something that'll turn your world upside down.
And once that happens,
I'm sure you'll know what to do with others.

Umm

Well, I don't know if I love mine. I don't even know if I can call them my friends? I just don't know what feelings are there.

eh

I love my friends. Simply that.

I don't care what I might get from this. I just feel like saying it tonight.


Really.

Orange Juice

Lolwhut, I'm drinking orange juice but, I suddenly realized that natural orange juice tastes better than this artificial shiet. Just yeaaaah, the real thing is always better huh? Makes me wonder how fake life is, even if it feels good.

WHYYYYY.

Not in the mood to do work. 8D
I wanna party all night and I wanna party all daaaaay.


today my art teacher announced she entered the school in the 'doodle 4 google' contest.
I'm interested. but i couldn't get the requirements/guidelines/other info from her because she was busy during class this morning and wasn't in her room during recess. ;_;
I'll get the info tomorrow though, while we're having our free sketch time. free sketch even though i'll be stuck making up some works ffff. 
anyway i hear the national winners for the doodle 4 google gets a 15,000$ college scholarship(any college too, my parents would love the alleviation to their wallets), Wacom Tablet (OH HECK YESSS that'd be nice), a new laptop (THIS TOO), and a trip to new york. oh and of course their logo on google for 24 hours. BD entering for the heck of it, if i even make it to just state level i'll jump for joy. 
i still have that bigger board of ed. art contest entry to work on too, it's like... 50% done i guess.
then in social studies i still need to relearn then recite the preamble to the constitution.
in science there's just a test i'm fine with, then i needa make a atomic model of Ne. aaaaa.
math is just easy and my math teacher is a freak. a funny freak, though.
english is just ohlordy. 240 different vocabulary words to study for the test tomorrow. and a book report due friday. and a book project due next wednesday. and we're reading To Kill a Mockingbird which just puts me to sleep/I've been having coughing fits when we read it aloud and IT'S SO QUIET EXCEPT FOR MY COUGHS IT'S SAD LOL.




P-p-p-party the daaay awaaay.

Rainy day, Sunny day.

Have you ever noticed how people mostly become sad, and feel alone when it's raining? People feel sadder, and the place becomes silent. Older people always said that the rain was a sad weather, a calm weather. But, I don't believe it. Rain can be thrilling, scary, exciting and it can make you really happy, and agitated. A rainy day could be a sunny day. You just have to be strong enough to make it be happy.

Mehh.

Well, here I am. Thinking about life, then I suddenly get egostabbed, like, heeeey he's alone and stuff at breaks. I'm not alone, I guess I just can't hang out with groups so much. So yeah, I just spend time with my friends, and then I just walk round while I listen to music, and then look around. Just because you're alone at that time, doesn't mean you're lonely, and if things are really bad, vice versa.
I just wonder if I trust them enough, I don't really know. I talk to them, but I'm not "me" around them. It just feels like that, I laugh, but many times I don't really do.

Who can I trust? I guess this is what I'll find out this year.

doesn't matter

well, no one posts here. BD

it's only unkz, ree, and me at this point too.
mint and jed were added, but eh iunno.

again, no one posts here.
`cept me. but really that much. (to me, anyway) 


anyway.

I was told my life was perfect today.
First I laughed, then thought, then just shrugged it off.
what happened was some girl (that doesn't really like me) snapped at me because her life "is so honkhonking bad because my mom doesn't let me do anything" and "bonnie's too smart and pretty and loved and has such a perfect life with nice friends and family and a happy outlook" i laugh because that's not true. and my life has barely been lived, i've got a ton of stuff i wanna do. i thought about it and said that's cool how my life seems perfect and it just made me more happy. marvleous.


I didn't lose my marbles.

sweet dumplins

moo. I'm hungry and no one's ready to go out for dinner yet `cept me. ;_; 


so i'm here writing to get my mind off the food. but writing about food doesn't help.
so let's go for a random topic. 


my english teacher would tell us to write in our writer's notebook every single day. not that many in the class do (like 5/38 the students would, really), the rest only writes in it when you need to. go me for writing in mine everyday + blog 8D. not this blog, but another one. yar anyway we'd have these "writers' workshop" lesson things for random days. aaagh. we had this one writers' workshop where she told us all the possible uses for a writer's notebook, like sketches, rough drafts, short stories, poems, quotes, lists, thing you'd like to remember, memory lists, journal entries, etc. just goes on and on and on then i kinda tune out and assimilate less of the information. bite me, mrs. tay. BD i do remember though, that little tidbit for if you didn't have anything to write about one day, you could put down your best thing that happened to you. oh, and the worst thing today but i rather not remember bad things. /shot
SO i'll use that. 
Best thing that happened to me today was that shoe fiasco with zack today. BD
today i was wearing these kinda-big-on-me-brand-new black strappy (ohgodineedtobebrickedfortheadjectives) sandals that i thought looked cute this morning. butyeah i didn't know they'd be CONSTANTLY FALLING OFF MY FEET at school. ;_; so i tried asking a few friends to do a shoe switcheroo. but nuuuuu, everyone else had to be such a buttwipe and say no. lolol. so during recess i end up taking them off and going barefoot for a while. not too bad, not like there's broken glass or sharp pebbles everywhere. the weather was nice today again anyway. not very long after zack comes over and asks me what's with my shoes, i tell him about it then he offers to exchange shoes with me. i lol'd, then saw he was serious and just wanted to for me. so i went with it and got his hightop converse (still had to tie those really tight though fff) and socks lololol. and he wore those sandals. boy + pretty black sandals with cheap rhinestones + running around playing soccer = AHAHAHAHAHA OHGOD LET'S PLAY TOO.


that was fun.






ohey, and after i finish, everyone's almost done. awesome. BD
time to go get fat at the buffet.

lucky penny

I was sleeping all through morning and some of the afternoon then woke up to only gramps in the house. took that opportunity to ask him if I could walk down to the park down the street. 


After I get there I see some an old lady who lives in the neighborhood with a sandwich bag full of pennies dropping pennies sporadically on the path. lolol. I picked one up for myself. 8D never thought i'd see some person doing that for myself, wut. let alone in my rural-ish town.


Penny for your thoughts?

knock knock

I accidently left this in my drafts lolol. Actually posting this at 8:07pm, but scheduling the post at the time I started typing this. BD


In fact i've got a habit of making a profile of myself right when i start using a new writer's notebook/journal/diary/blog/whoknowswhat. i think it's kinda logical, `cause if you save your diaries/journals, you'd kinda wanna know who you thought you were back then or how different you are compared to now. lolol. writing things down in my life is so big for me, aaaa.

onwards...

name: bonnie

age: thirteen

grade: eight

height: 5'3

weight: no.

location: NC

interests: art, computers, games, mmos, people 

favorite color: pale green

pets: Croissant, a BUNNY!

 what's this thing gonna be used for: anything interesting to be shared 

Just the basics.

Groups.

Why are we surrounded by a circle of friends? Do we really have to stand beside them, and rely on them for the rest of our lives? Shouldn't I just try to move on my own? I wanted to hangout with people that are close to me. But yeah, I just don't trust them. And I don't think I'll be able to do that soon. You guys tell me, I want to trust them, and I guess this is one step I'm taking. I want them to know more, but yeah. Not all at once, but yeah. I don't want to be stuck like I was all those years. Sooo, are friends, really friends? Or just shallow ones that you can't really count on?

Lol, what.

Saturday, 1:30 am. Came back from school, and here I am. Just made this new blog with Bonnah, and yeah. Lol, why blog? I don't know, people say its fun. Well, I say "Duhh, I want to show people interesting things from my point of view." But yeah, do people want to see it? Do they care about it? Who knows, maybe they do. And if you're reading this, you might be captivated by my way of looking at things. So yeah, welcome to "my way" of living.

noobs.

GROUP BLOG LAUNCH #4u893403.
yeah, u is a number.



I hope you guys blog too. 
regularly or randomly, whatever.


aaaa.