Mehh.

Well, here I am. Thinking about life, then I suddenly get egostabbed, like, heeeey he's alone and stuff at breaks. I'm not alone, I guess I just can't hang out with groups so much. So yeah, I just spend time with my friends, and then I just walk round while I listen to music, and then look around. Just because you're alone at that time, doesn't mean you're lonely, and if things are really bad, vice versa.
I just wonder if I trust them enough, I don't really know. I talk to them, but I'm not "me" around them. It just feels like that, I laugh, but many times I don't really do.

Who can I trust? I guess this is what I'll find out this year.